MONEY....and Fertilty!!

Wow! What a day yesterday was! Very emotional day! Started out great, Leo took the day off we hung out talked and did some shopping.. Then I went and got blood work to see if i ovulated and then went to our fertility appt. Well the nurse comes in starts talking, were going threw our handouts and bam.. she lays the price on us.. 3000$ for 1 months worth of shots.. i pretty much wanted to cry right there...because i new deep down there was NO way we were going to afford that unless we took out a loan.. So we finished our class...and she told us to go to different pharmacy and price the meds..well we went to 4 different pharmacy and NOT 1 had this medication on hand our could even give us a price.. so we diced to go back to mayo's Pharmacy and just recheck the prices and to make sure insurance wouldn't cover anything.. well got there waited about 20 min to be told.. insurance will cover the medication that's 40$, but won't cover the 100$ shot..or the 3000$ shot. well by then my hopes were gone, lost..i was read and willing to give up..and live with the fact that i may not ever become a mother.. i cryed...then we had to go grocery shopping..after that all the way home.. i cryed... and cryed..and cryed!! Then we came home..and i decided to go the website that our nurse told me about... its called.. www.freedomdrug.com its 100% all fertility medication thats all they cover! So i did my research line looked at other places..and so far i believe... we might seem light at the tunnel.. freedomedrug has a program called compassionate care and its income based and they will give you 1 months worth of fertility medication for free.. so now, were waiting for paper work so i can fill it out and fax it back.. we do meet everything is just the matter of how fast they will process our paperwork. So keep our fingers crossed that this will work... Also if we for some odd reason don't qualify for that they also have something called Fertility assistt 2..that will help us also.. we have to pay 1 months worth of medication out of our own pocket and the next month if we don't get pregnant we can get 250$-500$ off our medication.... But the other good news.. there medication is so much cheaper.. ok the 3000$ medication is on -795$ threw this website! So a few weeks of saving out of the paycheck and should be able to afford it if we can't get the 1 months worth of free.........SO........Lets keep our fingers crossed.. I'm sick of let me downs and I'm sick of money being everything.... i just want us to get a break in life...because i know we deserve it!!