I have a ton on my mind.. so i though i would type it!
This week/weekend...has been a emotional one.. nothing bad.. just my emotions are wacky..also being sick doesn't help it..
Leo and i got to spend alot of time together this week.. i really enjoyed it alto. We even had a chance to make dinner together..and boy it was one yummy homemade pizza, got to actually take the dogs for walks and just enjoy each others company.. trust me this was much needed.. Sat. we did a whole lot of nothing... was lazy, lazy, lazy... i was sick.. so i slept almost all day and he watched tv almost all day..... Sunday... went to the M.O.A to trade in my 90$ free Shoes thanks to DR.OZ and then i got sick at the mall, ya...not any fun.. we did a little more shopping then came home... We then watch tv and went to bed.... Got a phone call at 2:am Monday morning it was my stepbro Jacob calling to tell my my grandmother house was on fire, and that there was nothing let of it. Its so sad and makes me angry.. because its not like my family has tons of money to up and rebuild or buy a new home...............But.... all this can do i make our family stronger! We can make it threw anything!!..So needless to say... i didn't sleep much!! I wish i could be there to comfort my family.. but i can't...but i am there in thoughts and prayers!!
So......... Today... i have therapy at 10:00.....then doctor at 1:45 for these migraines that have been coming and going for the last 2 weeks.. i just can't take them anymore!!!.. I feel like i have a ton to do in the house..laundry, vacuuming, ect.. but i can't my energy is GONE...and I'm sick.....ugh!!! Maybe tuesday i will get some energy back.. .lord i hope so.......
Wed is another fertility appt, i get bloodwork done to see if i'm pregnant.. witch i'm100% sure i'm not..and then we have a class that teaches us about Gondatropin... So... i will be starting the road of Provera..(period pill) Then the road of shots for 7-12 days.. then many mayo appts inbetween!! it would be so awesome to get pregnant in one try.........but i won't keep my hopes to high!!
I'm going to go lay down for awhile.............................
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